Thursday, February 20, 2025

Excavation (Willem de Kooning), Sonnet #630

 











There is an universal tendency among mankind to conceive all 

beings like themselves...We find human faces in the moon and armies

in the clouds.  David Hume


The anthropomorphic follows me around —

In carpets, tree bark, and abstract paintings.

“If I am the figure, what is the ground?”

Each face whispers, “or am I just feigning?”

Or am I the pretext for pretending,

I reason, a message I am sending

To cohere around the inchoate

Only I can look at and recognize?

These flickering (blinked) images sate

My comprehension, if not my eyes.

“My face will melt if you don’t look at me,”

These ghost images say repeatedly.

I too unseen uncertainly erase —

Though an unreal painting could take my place.

Tuesday, February 11, 2025

Music

How can sound mean to me?


A note, chord or melody,

Or an invisible bird’s song,


Even the long ringing of a gong,

Is merely an evanescence


To the most fleeting of senses.

It’s only in memory that sound


As music turning round and round

Can deliciously endure


Until distilled and rendered pure.


Thursday, January 30, 2025

Tiger Emerging From Bamboo (Kano Tsunenobu, early 18th century), Sonnet #629


 












Zen tiger — imaginary,

None living in Japan — just pelt

From which to construct a kitty —

No sharp claws and jaws, no fear felt.

It slips between stands of bamboo

On silently pillowed paws,

A denizen of our thought-zoo

Who will blink out science’s laws.

It rubs against ungiving grass

And under the shoots’ fingers purrs.

It hides as other animals pass,

Having no taste for flesh-filled furs.

Like time the tiger emerges

And as quickly all things purges.

Friday, January 24, 2025

The Last Painting

 







The brushes kept slipping from his fingers.
Wind-tortured fields of wheat under darkened skies-
every brushstroke a nail.
The season's rustling hurry and the dusk
emotionless crows flap up to multiply
dun the wheat's gold and usurp the storm.
The blackened, infinite blue,
his palette's only suggestion of the primary;
red and yellow are plant and soil,
each decaying at the other's root.
And why the two moons? A starless night will come?
Is one a waning sun? When all else is clear:
grasses sprout darkly along the muddy path
that goes into the field to stop.
Or turns to go where the eye can't see.


Note: There’s some disagreement about whether this 

or Tree Roots was Van Gogh’s last painting. In terms

of content, this, Wheat Field with Crows, is the more

convincing candidate.

Thursday, January 16, 2025

The Future


At what point did the present stop
Being present and become the future?

I wake and I am no longer secure
In the bedclothes as I’ve always been.

Nothing threatens, but there is nothing
I know I can safely rely on either.

Was it just another tick of the clock?
The one too many? The fatal one?

Is it only what I’ve lost, beckoning,
Being ignored, rescinding sanctions

Of such long standing I’ve forgotten
How crucial they were to my senses?

Time? Or self? No, what I now fear
Is the two become the same thing -- 

A last fling, a dance that whirls me from
My partner’s arms into dimming air.

Thursday, January 9, 2025

The Wounded Deer (Frida Kahlo) Sonnet #628

















No, it’s the beginning that is beyond

And the ending is already here.

No idea nestles inside a sound

Like a resting invisible deer.

Surprised, she’ll try to outrun your car

As if she knows just who you are.

She is not afraid or even shy,

And does not know how not to die —

Only the free are hunted and chased.

She can hide but she cannot escape.

What is that word again, that soughing,

Shortness of breath, then a coughing

That betrays not presence but intent?

She’s always known what beyond ending meant.

Thursday, January 2, 2025

FOSSILS, A POEM IN VOICES

When the cherry was a flower,
Then hadde it no stone.  Anon.

I
Trilobite Euripides, sarcophagus Shakespeare,
Gogol the archaeological digs of Leningrad—
dust of species dead to the last blood cell—
civilizations evolve to misspelled one word poems.

No sane man sings of anger, hears the dream voice
ringing the clapper of his consciousness
anymore; some things you just don’t do.  God daunts,
whatever shape he takes.  Less if he’s something you say.

II
“As for what they’ve done, they have done it.
Let it be their heads.  No one is immune.
I move my hand, like this, and block the sight
of fools who think they see their own eyeballs.”

“The buzzards came upon us—hands clapping
a thunderous beat; they squawked and coughed
shreds of meat and moldy grain, spraying us with filth.
We covered our candles but left the tables as they were.”

“Thus, I escape the painful, the mystery,
into a womb the forecaster says
will bear a child with signs of a new man.
Shave my head.  Dress me in orange.  Leave me homeless.”

“Not even the dead are free of being.
We feed like birds on the seed of all flesh and blood.
We stuff incense like snuff up our noses.  We dance
on the grave mounds beneath the pines in ecstasy.”

III
I know only one good thing, said the Angel.  Understanding
is movement, and movement cannot end in variety.
My will is not obstinate in evil, said the Devil.  I know
everything and one thing, what you call the one good thing.

The bridegroom’s thinning pate wags,
loins stirred by eraser-nippled Aphrodite.
His free will dictated falsehoods by misinformed reason,
he shrivels at the thought of fucking Eve.

IV
“Tonight you may go to your wives.
God sees you’ve betrayed yourselves.  He pardons you.
Sleep with them, find out what awaits you.
White threads fray from black cloth at dawn.”

“Her left hand with tent peg, her right with mallet
struck and crushed the head.
She struck again and the peg entered the ground.
‘Come,’ she said, ‘I’ll show you the man you want.’”

“Oh, exquisite company, you’ve all taken a bride!
Nowhere a bachelor, everyone true and tried.
Look!  The earth gapes to drink the handsome revel!
Quick!  The priest escapes!  After the devil!”

“Wir, Vergeuder der Schmerzen a milk bottle
painted white we are too wise to sip from,
here in this vegetable garden of delight,
we tooth-picked avocado pits rooting in green glasses.

V
Two rocks fight for a third rock, make progress—
a corner will fit a corner, that kind of strategy.
A man walking by takes advantage of the row
to put the rock in his mouth and cite the law.

Another humpback breaches the tumultuous birthplace,
lolls on his back in cataracts of blood and fire;
a flick of his tailfin upends the proud metropolis;
the bodies stack like cordwood on the ocean floor.

VI
“The surgeon’s knife probed her entrails and withdrew,
leaving a jagged gash on her belly.
I see dark, suffering eyes, beautiful as eyes
of an antelope.  Oh, cruel wound, libidinous God!”

“Two boys in the front seat bob against the flashing
windshield, laughing obvious insults in rewinding
rhythms of thought forgotten and thought again,
laughing back at me, it is all laughing back at me.”

“I didn’t wince when Mother stitched the shirt
to my back.  I laughed when Father yanked it off.
I ate bread I baked with flour from a bag of rats.
I bit my shield and my blade and my enemy’s face.”

“I cut them in two, as you’d cut apples for preserves.
Each face on half of each neck turned to the incision;
in contemplation, each man and woman was made more orderly.
I closed their skins around them like zipping coats.”

“Let us pass on to the lesson of the lesson.  Let us
follow the thread of the demonstration through
the apparently unquestionable facts.  The point of the incident
supports an enormous theoretical edifice.”

“I shoot the boy in the neck some place try shoot
him twice with a .22.  I shoot the old man
two times, he had on blue P.J. light blue, he lade
on the wall as you go out the door with a .44.”

VII
Exempla accelerating decay, rusting lugnuts, Bloom
and Sweeney sip absinthe-mournful toasts to thee,
epitome of art, the verities locked in their garages
(So priketh hem nature in hir corages.)

And poetry proliferates like cancer cells,
rock-hard burl on trunks of ageless redwoods.
The imperturbable trees speed every root westward
because the wind always blows from the sundown.