Mind can’t make up its mind,
Nor the wind-up clock wind,
Nor the found object find.
All comes back on its selves,
Books returned to bookshelves.
As no star eternally burns,
We find all we will learn —
We’re just one eternal return.
The sonnet sequence, "My Human Disguise," of 630 ekphrastic poems, was begun February 2011. It can be found beginning with the January 20, 2022 post and working backwards. Going forward are 20 poems called "Terzata," beginning on January 27, 2022. Fifty Terzata can be found among the links on the right. A new series of dramatic monologues follows on the blog roll, followed by a series of formal poems, each based on a single word.
Mind can’t make up its mind,
Nor the wind-up clock wind,
Nor the found object find.
All comes back on its selves,
Books returned to bookshelves.
As no star eternally burns,
We find all we will learn —
We’re just one eternal return.
Sound and type are blurred
And the meaning is absurd.
Because it is only one word,
We can ignore it with impunity;
To do so might be no pity.
And yet, the only of its kind,
Without it language would be blind.
I cannot easily say it;
To try would betray it.
I don’t mean as in reveal,
But to render it less real.
It lies in its tomb,
A yellowed volume.
Unearthed, it will bloom.
I found the image in the attic,
In the half-light blurred, static,
Like a votive, intensely vatic.
In a shadow box, five white stones
All shaped like finger bones
Arranged in a question mark,
A gesture beckoning a dark
Something beyond conceiving
Into the emptiness of believing.
I took it and nailed it to a wall
Downstairs, only to watch it fall,
Its glass crack, the stones scatter.
I think they no longer matter,
But I’m wrong. I see them still,
Years later. They won’t, and will.
They're like ghosts no ghost can kill.
To the echo the mirror said,
“You repeat until you are dead,
While I’m an eternal ‘instead,’
Light’s reversal that cannot fade.”
The echo replied, “fade, fai, daid.”
Night fell — only light was afraid.
For Lucien Stryk
A strange word — an our
And a silent H that lours
Over us, a hidden power
Giving us us and taking
Us away — asleep — awakening.
Can a country be under a curse,
A few words of malignant verse
Chanted inside a racing hearse?
To hell with superstition!
No man, crowd, or institution
Has turned our nation sour.
The Mind has forgotten the hour
Can grow late
Growing hate,
Like an ocean filling with plastic,
Leaving life crippled and spastic.
The curse is proliferating thought
That the future can be bought
And as quickly taken away —
Only the loudest given a say.
Will the worst curse have its day?
From infancy, we’re in its guts,
The beggars and the golden Tuts,
Until, when the Whaler cuts
Through blubber and sets us free,
We dive and thrash the freezing sea.
Decades on we still remember:
We were like insects in amber,
Protected, even transported,
Blind, yes, our hearing distorted
By the aggravated rumble
Of its great heart. We were humbled,
Every one of us alone.
We each had our one whale to own,
Yet we escaped to live or drown.